Last year I got into a rut a bit more deeply than years previous. As a SAHM, one thing that often has discouraged me is knowing my work is never really done, and doesn’t look more done because piles of laundry and cooking and dishes (etc. etc.) need to be re-done each day/weekly. I have felt so unproductive each day even though I’m working around the house all day long. Yet this SAHM gig is what I want to do, and I don’t have a desire for a financial career. Something had to change.
I was kind of depressed over it and was cranky all the time, so I talked to a counselor about it. She was encouraging, saying that as a parent (of only one kid) who worked, she felt like it would possibly be harder to manage kids and a house all day long, and recommended I lower my expectations for myself, and expect to do only about an hour a week “side-projects” (like organizing the basement) beyond main household responsibilities–cooking, cleaning, and childcare. Thanks…I appreciate the idea, but I couldn’t bring myself to do that, because that didn’t seem like it would improve my situation any. I was still surrounded by disorder.
So when school started, I began listening to Michael Hyatt’s Your Best Year Ever podcast, which I recommend. A main takeaway for me that I’m going to continue, hopefully with more regularity, was his productivity journal idea. He quoted a study that saying productivity is increased 40% by writing goals down because it gives clarity, overcomes resistance/analysis of desires, provides motivation, filters other opportunities (prioritizes), and allows you to see progress.
Since I started doing my own productivity journal, I definitely notice when I nightly make a page of the top 3 goals and subset goals for the next day, that I have more focus and get more done, then feel better about my day in general (and that makes me a better mom).
It’s somehow not the same as a to-do list, which to me feels like a drag on my energy. It’s just clearer intentionality, instead of drudgery, I guess. Not necessarily doing more, but doing what matters more efficiently, to feel like I have time for margin and reduce feelings of overwhelm.
Beyond daily goals, he encourages setting achievable yet challenging yearly goals to promote growth and feed a dream. Looking at those monthly or whenever helps me have vision for my future. Looking back on the goals I set for the beginning of the school year (because when my kids are in school is when I feel I have some time —even if it’s just 3 days a week for 3 hours at a time—to accomplish things without being distracted), I can see some things weren’t as important to me as I thought they should be, but I hit my main 3: exercising regularly for health, reading 7 books, and improve time management. (I set alarms/timers to be more punctual most of the time. As Noni from A Slob Comes Clean podcast says, there’s such a thing as Time Passage Awareness Disorder, and I have it. The last one I’m still working on…but it definitely improved.)
So essentially, since starting that last summer, I feel like I’ve had a trial run for improvement this new year. Consequently, I have done a tune-up on my goals and areas of learning and growth, rather than coming up with an official New Years’ Resolution. It may not be my best year ever (I am still dealing with many health challenges), but if it’s progress, I’m pleased with that. What kinds of things helped you make progress last year?